A very proud Mommy.

I've been wanting so badly to blog about a MILLION things, starting with the birth of Jordan!

(Yes, I plan to blog much more in detail about his "birth" day..)

My little angel is here... born March 2, 2010 at 4:36 p.m.
7 Lbs .. 11 ounces.. 21 and 1/2 inches..
100% snuggle baby :)

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Besides being so busy with having him here now.. I'm also going through a ton of emotions that I can't really explain yet. It is making it very hard for me to function normally.. so eventually I will get to blogging about what I want to blog about!

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Becoming a mom is something that you can imagine, but never ever fully understand or explain until it happens. The love, and emotions that you feel for you child is incredible. For me, overwhelming even. That's been hard for me so far, and I don't know if it's "first time parent" .. normal stuff.. or if this anxiety over his constant safety and well being is going to eat at me for a long time. I can literally just cry out of no where and it's all because I love him so much.

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Jason is amazing, and is more supportive than I could have ever imagined. From the very first contraction.. to rushing into the OR.. and now, he has been one hundred percent dedicated to making sure me and Jordan have absolutely everything we need and then some. I know he is feeling the same things about our son as I am.. just a euphoric, loving feeling for this little blessing making squeaking noises in your arms :)

I've also heard that the way you look at your husband changes after the birth of your child, and this is definitely true. I want to snuggle with Jason just as much as I want to snuggle with Jordan right now, because they both bring me so much joy.

He immediately became a great daddy to his son, and I just love to watch them together.

There is no doubt in my mind that we are going to continue to grow closer in love because of this bond we now have with our baby boy.

I thank God constantly for them both, and even though God knows exactly what I'm feeling, I am SO gateful, I can hardly find the words to convey how I feel when I pray.

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I'm already proud of myself, for starting my 365 day photo journal like I had planned to do.

& I'm pretty sure taking pictures of him will never get old :)

... to be continued..

-MJR